I failed to understand…
I write this not to hurt anyone but jus to tell that I am still learning.When in college there were really very few people whom I really cared for and didnt even bother to give a shit to others. Ofcourse I never knew what I meant to them and really never bothered to. I was very confident it was me who brought changes to their lives but was sure that I was not of supreme importance to them at any point of their lifetime till date. It was only these people who really meant something to me or probably they were everything to me. My world and mind never extended beyond them and today its been a couple of months since we are out of college.
Everybody has a goal set and to reach it you need to take some path. I failed to understand that none of us had the same goal. I failed to understand that each of us would be taking different path even if the goal was same. I failed to understand that my importance would gradually decline and someone else would take my place. I failed to understand that priorities keep changing with time. I failed to understand that when u get something new and better the old one is thrown or u find reasons to throw. I failed to understand the reality.
I always thought I was very practical and can take anything. Today I write this to confess that I failed to understand that I was very impractical and immature. I am still not able to accept the fact that people to whom once I was very important, today are really not bothered even to find out my mere existence. I am still not able to digest the fact that these people will never call back, not because I am never there, they have found someone who is as good as me or even better. I must admit I have lost all of them. I write this not to remind them that I am still alive and stay in the same corner of the earth but to thank them. I thank all of u for what u have given me all these years. I thank all of u for making me what I am and enlightening me at an early stage.
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